Since restarting this blog one thing has been on my mind and that is transparency. Today is April 29, 2024, and I am slowly reaching my financial ruin. I have never been down so bad financially, yet at the same time, there’s no correlation to my happiness. What I mean by this is as follows… Yes, I have barely enough money in the bank to survive another month with my current spending habits, but at the same time I have a roof over my head, food in my belly, my friends and family are healthy, and I am therefore content. There are some bars in the bible, I believe it’s in the Book of Matthew and essentially what it says is… God takes care of all the small “Unimportant” things of this world be it a flower, birds etc etc and they have no worries in the world, so why should we, God’s most prized creation, be worrisome and fear the future if he’s proven to take care of even the small insignificant things. Could’ve completely botched that saying but you get the gist. That shit resonates hard right now. I know God has a plan for me and I just need to work hard and everything will be okay.

I really do think this is a canon event in my LORE. This is the storm before the calm not the vice versa. I aim to get employed within the next month and start getting the money up again. My philosophy on money is it’s the most arbitrary thing alive and entirely fake. However, the unfortunate reality is I am a dreamer and to fund my dreams in this lifetime money is definitely a variable. I might have to thug it out in retail for a bit but it’s a humble beginning that everyone has to go through. Until I can find something more viable, I’m going to have to rent out my time. I want to be able to buy back my time. Isn’t that ironic??? Ironically enough, with all the time in the world being unemployed and out of school, I want to work to buy back my own time.. isn’t that something? We love being indoctrinated from the industrial world. Effectively my life goal is to be financially free to a point where I can help my friends and family with their finances so they too do not have to struggle. Its going to be a long road with lots of hard work but I am writing it in the stars and just need to compound my baby wins and stay disciplined. Big things are coming soon and I know it for a fact.

Stay tuned,

Love y’all